I love Drawing, It is the most basic form of art making I know of, and it is the foundation of everything that comes after. Every aspect of art making that is not color related can be studied with a notebook and a basic #2 pencil. Line, value, composition, shading, all come from here.
I love learning, and keeping myself in a class of some sort, but being in a family means other things sometimes come first. Lately, the best I can figure out is to go to a life drawing group. There is no instruction, just struggling in a group, like a CrossFit gym, except drawing, erasing, measuring, and trying again. It starts out with ten two minute gesture drawings. This really challenges my sense of control, as in, I want to control everything and make it perfect. The more I do it, the more I realize this is not what these exercises are for. They are a warm up to understand the most basic lines of the figure standing before you.
These pictures are the result of one evening. Please don’t judge, this is a window into the realm of learning, of struggle, of growth. I think this is why we are humans in the first place, to learn and grow beyond the limits we learned as a child, and this is how I do it.